This goes out to someone that was
Once the most important person in my life
I didn’t realize at that time
I can’t forgive myself for the way I treated you so
I don’t really expect you to either
It’s just…I don’t even know
Just listen…

You’re the one that I want, the one that I need,
The one that I gotta have just to succeed
When I first saw you, I knew it was real
I am sorry about the pain I made you feel

That wasn’t me, let me show you the way
I looked for the sun, but it’s raining today
I remember when I first looked into your eyes
It was like god was there, heaven in the skies

I wore a disguise ’cause I didn’t want to get hurt
But I didn’t know I made everything worse
You told me we were crazy in love
But you didn’t care when push came to shove

If you loved me as much as you said you did
Then you wouldn’t have hurt me like I ain’t shit
Now you pushed me away like you neven even knew me
I loved you with my heart, rearlly and truly

I guess you forgot about the times that we shared
When I would run my fingers through your hair
Late nights, just holding you in my arms
I don’t know how I could do you so wrong

I really wanna show you I really need to hold you
I really wanna know you like no one could else know you
You’re number one, always in my heart
And now I can’t believe that our love is tore apart

I need you and
I miss you and
I want you and
I love you ’cause
I wanna hold you,
I wanna kiss you,
You were my everything
And I really miss you

I knew you gonna sit and play this with your new man
And then sit and laugh as you’re holding his hand
The thought of that just shatters my heart
It breaks in my soul and it tears me apart

At times we were off I was scared to show you
Now I wanna hold you untill I can’t hold you
Without you, everything seems strange
Your name is forever planted in my brain

Damn it, I’m insane
Take away the pain
Take away the hurt
Baby, we can make it work

What about when you
Looked into my eyes
Told me you loved me
As you would hugged me

I guess eveything you said was a lie
I think about it, it brings tears to my eyes
Now I’m not even a thought in your mind
I can see clearly, my love is not blind

I need you and
I miss you and
I want you and
I love you ’cause
I wanna hold you
I wanna kiss you
You were my everything
And I really miss you

I just wish everything could have turned out differently
I had a special feeling about you
I thought maybe you did too
You would understand, but…
No matter what, you’ll always in my heart
You’ll always be my baby

Our first day, it seemed so magical
I remember all the time that I had with you
Remember when you first came to my house?
You looked like an angle wearing that blouse

We hit it off, I knew it was real
But now I can’t take all the pain that I feel
Reach in your heart, I know I’m still there
I don’t wanna hear that you no longer care

Remember the times?Remember when we kissed?
I didn’t think you would ever do me like this
I didn’t think you’d wanna see me depressed
I thought you’d be there for me, this I confess

You said you were my best friend, was that a lie?
Now I’m nothing to you, you’re with another guy
I tried, I tried, I tried, and I’m trying
Now on the inside it feels like I’m dying

I need you and
I miss you and
I want you and
I love you ’cause
I wanna hold you
I wanna kiss you
You were my everything
And I really miss you

And I do miss you
I just thought we were meant to be
I guess now, we’ll never know
The only thing I want is for you to be happy
Whether it with me, or without me
I just want you to be happy

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Just I do nothing today.So I get on line.Some friend in net say the air is sunny.But I don’t meet sun have some days.waiting is so boring day by day.It seem that write a passage or discuss a problem suit my status at present.

When will you feel love? Remember a miniter,
1.If you alway get up so late,he or she want to you get up but he or she have no any action.This is pet,I think it fit demand.
2.Buy beakfast for you
3.I think watch a movies is very good.But I am sorry to my girlfriend because I never watch this.I only watch some cartoons,for example: HuoYing RenZhen
4.She always accompany me to play computer game.I know she dislike game.However she set my aside in silent for a long time.
5.Although Shopping is so tired.When boyfriend feel tired his girlfriend teed to feel happy.This is right
6.If she or he wake in night for a bad dream,you comfort and tell that is not ture.All don’t change as same as yesterday
If she or he lost asleep you don’t tell the story until she fall asleep.I am a young student so have no this experience.Hope to have a try in someday. (If you do as this,you still can sleep when she fall asleep again?Will you have a sleepless night by that time? )
7.After a quarrel. When you have a quarrel with your male you can feel that if you lost she or he,you will feel good or bad.True love make you hand in hand but if you don’t feel it you will hand anything but she or he because you see this feeling as a load.

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Today is a happy day,I will writte my first english daily here.
It’s a sunny day.Sunshine through the window in my body .
People felt cold inspite the weather is good in winter.
New year is coming. I think that is a good thing.New Year’s Eve ,every family will prepareing some sugar,meat ,seeds and food to celebrate new year coming.every child will get a sum of money from their kindred.
I like New Year and I like the life.
I hope everyday full of sunshine,weather my life or the weather.

Day · Happy

March 20, I finally decided to a plum blossom show in century park.The weather forecast says there will be showers in the sky, but it still couldn’t hold back me. Even if the sky was rainning , holding an oiled paper umbrella ,walking in the rain, breathing the fresh air is also a romantic.
Into the garden, watching the bald, i had some disappointment. Spring has come, why can’t go to see flowers and grass ?At the garden, little flowers and trees were born, i doubted if spring was sleeping, plants or flowers was in a middle? Even so, tourists were still high spirits. the family of three or three generations were in the glade set up tents and children standing near played the colorful bubbles,the baby in the buggy with angel eyes watching this world.
The pavilions wre still not alone to catch the tail to enjoy. Firstly, an oddity pixie root carving of art had appeared in my vision; it took strong root in life, showing life and vitality.They were interspersed, ingenious. Perhaps because of bloom, it has some color, but even the branches also unique and the pride of the night. the room filled with a light music.
Happiness was so simple; it’s far away from heavy work pressure, and hid in the mansions of the concluded;here you can hear bubble and the laughter and harmony and happiness.

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Last Tuesday, our principal recommended a book titled Who are You Working for to us. After she read several lines in the book, I couldn’t wait to read it through. Finally, the book was delivered to our hands on Friday. During the weekend, I got the time to sit somewhere quietly and took a close glimpse of it.
In deed, books of this kind are available whenever I go the bookstore, but I just refuse to read them. In some way, I think I have passed the time when I need to obtain courage or motivation from a book. I think that I’ m already mature enough to think independently and think for my self and by myself. (I have no clue when I began to think in this way.)However, this term, things did not run smoothly as it used to be. I was constantly hit by the rough reality. I began to doubt a lot of things. For the first time, I realize that I was a coward inside. I’m afraid of too much things. While I’m I such a mood, I got this book…
In this book, I have read some clichés which are meant to encourage the employees to work harder and strive for the best. I just quickly browse through those pages. On the other hand, I also read something impressive which sounds so right for me. For every single word in that particular chapter, I can’t agree more. Most significantly, through the words in this chapter, I also figured out where my confusion originated. It’s chapter seven: a brief talk on seven days at work—- spend each day at work wisely.
On Monday, we should bear in mind that perseverance and responsibility are very important at work. On Tuesday, there’s no such a thing that is not worthwhile. On Wednesday, we should eradicate the habit of laziness and procrastination, which is a crucial fact in front of me. I tend to postpone what I should do until the deadline. This tern, it’s worse. My habit of dillydally also led to my laziness. In the book, the author mentioned their bad influent and their devastating effect on a person’s confidence, attitude toward life and his performance at work. All these words gave me a heavy blow and let me realize the urgency to get rid of it. . Do it at once whenever I need to do something, I don’t want to be a loser in life and I don’t want to have a miserable life in the end. On Thursday, we can always find ways to success and we shouldn’t find excuses for failure. On Friday, a wise employee knows how to manage their time wisely and they will make every minute count and waste no time. On Saturday, recharge yourself in some way in your free time and keep yourself going for the best. On Sunday, make an assignment list for the following week to keep your work organized.
I just wrote my reflection after reading this book. And I will feel more delighted if my efforts here have aroused your interest to read it~~~ my friends.

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Time flies really fast.Tomorrow,the first day of the National Day holidays,which is the third National Day holiday of the university period.
I still remember that the first two National Day had passed busily,meaningfully and gleefully.When it came the first time,I did the part-time job in ShenZhen,which was to be the phone temporary promoter.Actually,my sister and my little brother were there,so the main reason I got there for visiting them two.When the time came to the second day’s afternoon,unexpectedly,I receiced a message from her,the one who is my very,very and very good friend.Of course,I am the one like what you thought.So,in taht evening,I luckily catched the last bus to go back to DongGuan for dating with her on the next day.
When it came to the second National Day holiday,I still went to ShenZhen to be the phone temporary promoter.However,what unlike the previous one is just the working place.This time,I happily got through the holidays among the calls with her though without seeing her.Because the day which have her voice is happiness for me.
Tomorrow is unknown.But what I can sure is that during the third National Day holiday even each subsequent day in my life,her presence is just a dream,a dream without any sense.Have accustomed to her presence,when she left,I have to get used to the life without her.I am surely believe that will be a difficult process.
Maybe we really came to the end.Anyway,the new road is in the front.Just face the music!

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I have been at school for three days after a short but enjoyable summer holiday at home.But the three days were filled with frustrating trifles.My laptop failed to work ,which made me go a long way to maintain it.On my way to get two books bought on Dangdang website,the chain of my bicycle fractureed and I had to walk back.Besides,the Word in my computer must have something wrong for it often stops working without any warning and can’t recover contents edited before.What’s more,there are numberous conferences about the reception of new students to be attended to.I feel anxious and frustrated about all that things.I want life to be regular and under control.

Important · life

How time flies, It has been eight years since I graduated, in the passed years ,I have been working in Shenzhen, Until now , I still haven’t no accomplishment,So I aways feel frustrated. I feel tired in this metropolis.Everyday I must face the work and pressure. However, I see I can’t give up , I must struggle for the better life .
Sometimes, I ask myself “what is happiness ?” Maybe different people have different answers. As for me , What the earth is happiness? ? ?

earth · happiness

Sometimes my father or my mother does something that is against my oppinions, in fact, what they did were wrong. I think only I can do is that do myself. It’s no use for me trying to guess others’ thoughts, I do what I should do is OK! Maybe someone thinks that I am not better than others, I think is not so-called, only do I live up to my heart, I think anything is not important.
Time is limitted, I should try my best to live a better life. I should be brave, not afraid of anything! What’s more, I should master more things concerning law, I should protect myself!
Sometimes perhaps I am absent-minded, this time I must remind myself : Come on! I can’t discourage!

feelings · simple

China’s health ministry said a clinical investigation has found no evidence that milk powder made by a Chinese company caused three infant girls to grow breasts, according to the state-run Xinhua news agency.
The health ministry launched an investigation in Hubei province after claims that milk powder led to premature sexual development in infant girls.

Ministry spokesman Deng Haihua said Sunday the hormone content of the powder was within normal limits, Xinhua reported.

According to Xinhua, Deng said food safety experts tested the residue of milk powder consumed by the three infant girls, as well 42 samples of Synutra products on the market and 31 samples of dairy products from other producers.

The deputy head of Wuhan Children’s Hospital’s endocrine department said three of the four children treated for the condition had never consumed baby formula made by Synutra, Xinhua reported.

A fourth baby had used Synutra formula but then switched brands, Xinhua cited the hospital official as saying.

On Monday, Synutra Chairman and CEO Liang Zhang in a statement called media reports “highly irresponsible and based on speculation instead of evidence.” satellite direct review

link · milk · powder