CAT | Feeling
Having seen so many disasters in this nation and all around the world, I firmly believe that the world is reaching its end. Right at the beginning of this rumour’s going out, I seek to convince the government but with so many catastrophes, my belief fades little by little. These Crop Circles are indicating something but a large amount of people among us still rely on the government. Let there be no doubt, if they are building that mysterious Noah’s Ark, will us be able to border that ship. We ordinary people could only select to wait for something.
I was always wondering who would be the one that accompany me till the end of my short living or nobody would appear to ease the tension right at this moment. I am never afraid of being alone, thought shaped in this way is because I do not intend to disappoint my family that should be formed in the years ahead. Once I wrote in my Chinese blog that I want to slip out of our mortal lives with a stranger’s hand in my palm to travel a long distance till an unknown corner of this world. You ask me why, I waited for you so long and you would like to leave with me. That is the reason.
You asked me just now why I canceled my ticket to World Expo. Without you nowhere else on earth could provide me a place to reat me body except that place you are waving to me in a gesture to give me a big welcome, meaning going with me forever. If today is the end, and you still find no place resting, I am wandering, will you be able to move back to my body like before.
I love you to the depth you cannot imagine.
This is the first time I write a journal.It’s been a yeah since I graduated from my school.I kinda of getting used to living a life like this,to go to work on time and off home on time.Recently,I often recalled the old memory of my school life.The homework you did everyday,the criticism from the teachers,the high marks everyone strived for,these are the happiest thing you have in your whole life.You can talk whatever you want at that time,you can argue whatever you want even though the thing you argued about was not even worth it.But when you step into society,you have to notice the way you talk,cause it can influence a lot in you.The old time is forever gone,it cannot be changed,all we can do is to look forward.The midnight is about to come and the drowsiness has overcomed everything.Wish myself a good dream!
Life is just like drinking water in winter, only those who drink it know the flavor by their own experience. In a sense, life is a rose, and no one can explain it clear whether it is a lovely flower with more thorns or a thorny flower which is delicate and charming beyond compare. Otherwise, life has also offered us a the harbor of soul post and affection—family where we can heal the wounds left by bitter life. I believe in the strength and endurance of family. I believe that families come from all sorts of different places, and through all sorts of different ways.
Families teach so much in life. It is in a family where you learn to love, respect and trust, just to name a few. It is in a family where you can say what you want and not have to worry about what others will think of you. It is in a family where you can fight one day and say you hate the person, and yet, be right back to normal the next day. It is in a family where you can always be you.
I first started my belief in family when I was very young. My parents were always a strong presence in my life, and we would do everything together. I remember one of my earliest appreciations of my family was in the winter. We had a wood fireplace, and it was my responsibility to keep the family warm. Late at night, I would go outside and pile cold pieces of wood onto a wheel barrel, the wheel barrel would wobble back and forth in my hand as I would walk the hundred yards over the uneven snow to the house, then traveling back and forth I would take the logs into the house. It was always expected of me to put the logs into the fireplace and start a fire. I loved that responsibility.
It was sad the year we all had to leave the house we grew up in. I hated leaving the fireplace, and all the memories I had of walking through the freezing cold to warm up our house.
At the age of fourteen, my family broke up. I ended up with a new type of family after that: friends. We were the best of friends. We would do everything together and eventually build our own make-shift unity of family. Even though we were not a blood family, we were a family. We would hang out, and devise new ways to make life Phone Detective Review more interesting. We would fight for the right to be the leader of the group from time to time, yet we always knew we had love for each other.
After I turned eighteen, I was forced to leave my families for study. I found another new type of family. They were authors of every kind of literature, and the library became our family room. I would sit and read for hours, then days, then, as the years past, I found sonic producer myself relying on these authors more and more to help me through the hardest times of my life.
Now living by myself, I can say one thing reminds me of all the love in this world and that is the people I proudly call “Family.”
Today was simply a excellent day, so please i want to count my blessings:
1) Personally i think good and don’t come with an allergy/sinus headache! Thankfully!
2) I made another jewelry sale on my Etsy site!
3) The children and I had a great time this morning at the Boonshoft Museum of Discovery.
4) All 4 of us had a yummy home-cooked dinner; meaning that the children stayed at the table and ate with us!
5) Luke went to bed at a decent hour AND is in his bed instead of on the couch! I was so relieved to not have to sit next to his bed until he fell asleep. I had to threaten him with locking his door if he didn’t stay put, and that worked! Here’s praying he’ll stay there through the night and that I can remain firm and consistent.
6) Lexie was her usual darling self. Then at 8:00 pm, she said, “Want to go night night,” so I put her to bed and she fell right to sleep. I’m hoping that she’ll always be that easy to get to bed!
7) My sweet hubby and I had a wonderful 7th anniversary yesterday. I feel so blessed!
Thank you, Lord, for the little things in life!
Life is full of colors and different colors reflect different attitudes towards life. What is your favourite color? Are you in favour of those warm colours, such as yellow, orange, or red? If you do, you are likely to be an optimist, a leader, and an active person who enjoys life, work and excitement. Do you prefer those cold colors such as grey and blue? Then you may tend to be a pessimistic, quiet, and shy person, you would rather follow than lead. Is this true? Maybe. At least, this is what psychologists have told us, and they should know, since they have been seriously studying the meaning of color preference, as well as the effect that colors have on human beings’ lives. They tell us that we do choose our favourite colors as we grew up, and we were born with our love for special colors. If you happen to love a special color, you were made to do this the moment you opened your eyes, or at least the moment you could recognize different colors.
There is no doubt that colors do have an impact on our moods. A yellow room can make most people feel cheerful and relaxed while a dark green one makes you feel cold and afraid. And a red dress brings warmth and pleasure to the saddest winter day. Of course, the color black will probably make you feel depressed. It is reported that a black bridge over the Thames River used to be the scene of more suicides than any other bridge in the area until one day it was repainted green, the number of suicide attempts immediately fell sharply; perhaps it would have fallen even more if the bridge had been done in pink or baby blue.
Light bright colors make people not only happier but more active in their work. It is an established fact that students work better, harder and will make fewer mistakes when their notebooks and study tools are of these colors rather than black or grey.
So now do you know what kind of person you are belonging to? Just find your life color, and enjoy your life!
Yesterday I was surprised that my sansevieria trifasciata had come into blossom which is I have grown for nearly one and a half years. It’s my pleasure to see the little green flowers that make me believe everything would be ok if you try your best to do it.
One and a half yeas ago I just bought two leaves of Sansevieria trifasciata, then I planted it into the flowerpot. At that time, my family members thought it would be dying before long. It’s only me insisted that it could be growing well. I clearly remembered one of my colleagues at previous company has told me that the plants would smile back if you show a smile to them. Maybe just at that moment I can not believe, however, I totally trust it. It’s indeed the plants will grow more and more beautiful when you always look at them and they must understand your words if you say something to them.
Living plants enhance the air quality of indoor environments, and also have been shown to induce positive energy. Green plants can absorb carbon dioxide. And we will feel refreshed as we see them. Perhaps a small pot of green plants, it will give us unlimited joy. Plants need soil, water and light like we can’t survive without water and food. But they will be growing nice with our love. The love of plants is really the important thing of how to grow and understand them. If you nurture a plant, please give your selfless love, eternal love.
Recently I have been reading the famous novel Twilight-New Moon. It’s not my favorite book that I’ve ever read, but it’s fascinating, it attacts me a lot. I really like its female main character, she’s not the most beautiful one, and not very special, but-just fascinating. She can arouse my interests on her. And in my feelings, she has the gentle disposition. She has a very tender heart, even, she always spoke softly, or she likes whispered to everyoneelse. (just my feelings about her,,,). Maybe Edward is so strong heart and strong will, so she always follow what Edward want. And I think their love is…kind of unilateral love-I mean, when they decided what to do next and when they traveled together.
But I really like this character. She is kind of female who always drift into the endless dream and sink into the over beautiful hallucination. And I think she is the girl who likes to express her real feelings to others and always shows her pure heart without blocking anything. Even though her sensitive heart, she still doesn’t care to show her weakness occationally. She is actually an over sensitive girl at all. And at book two she got heart breaking. Edward is afraid to face her, to let her hurt at some accident… I think he’s over concerned about that. And it’s kind of escaping, to flee from something that will hurt his heart. And so that, Bella will get hurt deeper, as what she used to do for her breakable heart. Every beautiful scenery at her eyes is fading, every bird at her hand is heart breaking, every day with herself is nightmaring. The most beautiful small town-forks at her eyes seems become a dead city with the miserable, painful memory. Like what I feel about my high school time: full of pain and desperation! The trees become darker and darker, and you run into an endless abyss. With no breath at all and cannot stop running at this unbounded forest. Oh, that’s terrible almost like the horrer film. But it’s really appears at Bella’s nightmare. And she is ended up with her throat squizing the sound or suddenly screaming loudly when she wakes up. I know this because she sinks with the best feelings about being with Edward too much, and once they separate, she will suddenly drop into the deadly
hallucinations. And which of the characters in Twilight do you like the most? Is this femal very fascinating?
In the first dream last night, I cried. Even in a half-conscious situation, I could feel the tears streaking on my cheeks.
I was in a family, a very intimate family. In a talk with the mother, however, I was taken aback. I was told that because they couldn’t support such a big family (I don’t know how many children they have), she had decided to kill the youngest son, who, being so lovely and innocent that I liked the most. And in the course she kept smiling. How could she shoot smile at me on such an unbilevable issue? I wonder. And, most surprising, I found I stifled the yougest to dead finally. Before he took the last breath, he still wore his usual grin. What’s wrong with me? I wonder.
So vague, the dream. Somehow in the following part I met the same situation where the youngest son had been placed in. Because of some ridiculous charges, I was sentenced to something dreaful. I argued, I defenced, I objected but in vain. Then just at that point, here came the youngest son’s voice: you had done the same unjustified thing to me, remember? Just for such a ridiculous reason…
Then I cried, both in the dream, and in reality. What’s wrong with me?
P.S.:
The second dream was supposed to be an excited one, however, under the influence of the dream above, everything couldn’t cheer me up. So let me just end it with a few sentences: being an English major, from the first day we entered the campus, professors told us WE HAVE TO DREAM IN ENGLISH. And from then on, I always long to have such a dream. And in the second dream, it gives me a little light. I met Yam, an foreign teacher from Philippines. And in the rest of the dream, I kept talking in English with her. That’s all.
More than once I have indulged myself in the elaborate and emotional sentences of Twilight. Twilight is not one book. It is a serie of romantic novels,mainly themed on transpecies’s love. Even though I have not finished all, yet the first two books,twilight and new moon, I am yearning to know how the senario is going on.
Different from other novels of vampire , it totally dispeles such black gothic atmosphere once depicted in traditional ones, instand , a bulk of blue hue,the color of twight ,have bravely painted on the background and meanwhile the morden blues of bitter sweetness lightly hauted in my mind. As the novel discribed, the young Apolotype vampire ,named Edward who was immortal ,wandering in the secular world from one place to another for nearly 400 years. Every 7 years he would change his domicil ,his caree or his school . He had no companions except his vampire family and he clearly knew everyone he met doom to leave, so he could be able to hold on his emotion not to close other people .Everything was in schedule and still untill his sight encountered with a girl , Isbella. On one hand ,he was inevitably attracted by her,eagering to draw near,on the other hand he must struggle with himself against the impulsion to suck her. If wolf and sheep could live together? The old topic once again formed the climax of the novel. This is not only the conflict of Edward himself but also the conflict through the whole novel .
Another highspot of twilight is its author’s highly ability of writing.The author,Stephenie Meyer is good at pyschological description.Every word can easily catch your breath and the structure of the whole sentence is clear ,tidy and crisp,which is other than such masterpieces that always imbued with murky expressiones. And more the author is never mean to spill her emotion out.Now I still remember the senario of Edward’s farewell to Isbella:
“Take care of yourself,” he breathed, cool against my skin.
There was a light, unnatural breeze. My eyes flashed open. The leaves on a small vine maple shuddered with the gentle wind of his passage.
He was gone.
Plus,when I compared the novel with GuLong’s ,I am surprised to find out they are both similar in concision.
However,this is my general impression of twilight.Maybe someone would wonder if the wind and dew can exist together to brew the nectar,or oneday the dew would be gone with wind.
