Someone once asked why I like English so much. Actually, I have no idea. I reckon I just like to travel around the world, like to get a job in a big foreign company, like to make friends with foreigners. Chatting with foreign friends about their cultures, their countries and the things we both interested, is an amazing thing. When I was a teenager, I even had a dream that finding a foreign girl to be my wife. Of course, that was just a ridiculous thought in my young ages. Now, I know that is impossible for me. Because I have fallen in love with someone on the earth.

Anyway, I still wish to make friends with foreigners. If you are the one, please come to add me. If you also like English, please come too.

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If I sent no message or made no telephone to you, will you neglect me forever? Yeah, it was so obvious. It was as true as the sun rises and goes down every day. When I asked you how do you feel if I become a stranger to you? “I have no feeling, for I have done nothing.” It was your answer.
Nothing? Of course, everything of mine just meaned nothing to you. The reason why I had been so sorrowful was that you had meaned everything in my life! You had so many friends, and I was just one of them. Hence, if you lost one, it didn’t matter at all, for you still have so many, and will have more in the future. I was so sorry that I just can’t stand it any longer. I bear you as my closest friend and the only person that no one will take your place. Yet in your eyes, the only expression I had read was indifferent. That was me. And that was the truth.
I had no word to say but the sorrow in my heart. I didn’t want it that way. Many things have happened these days, by which I held the hope that you would change your impression on me.However, I was so disappointed to find that everything happening just make no sense for you. You saw it, accepted,and through all the times changing nothing. You can be proud of yourself for you have done yourself so well, while the other one had make it into his life and will not draw himself out of the unforgetable times.
It was easy to wipe anything between us away for you. I knew that so confidently, and that was why I had to make today’s decision— to no more meet you and never care about you. You can take yourself better without me. If necessary, you can get help from your many friends. I was unnecessay to live into your life, even for a moment.
You will never know these words here and in my heart. You don’t care me at all. But I have to face the fact. I know I will not forget you, maybe all my life. I want nobody to take my heart any way and any time since now, including you. Now that no matter what I do, what I say, have no influence on you, whether to tell you or not does no difference.
And then, I can be your “good” friend, so are you.

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February 19, 2011
Bad things is happening right now
It’s been a long time coming since I did not keep diaries. I guess if who can keep English diaries during the whole life will be the greatest writer of all time. I tried but it’s so hard to keep this habit. And I did write almost ten thousand words of diaries last month. I think that is a great achievement for me. For the Chinese New Year I was home with my family and did the house work during the holiday. When everything gets done it was night .that means I did not have time to write something happened around us. What a pity!
So on this February night. I pick up the habit again. What should I say? It
Seems everything goes wrong when the New Year comes.
The first bad thing is that my financial situation in red right now. My credit car is in red about 1200 RMB. Let’s see what happened during the holiday. We spent lot money for the lucky money and for the children clothes and for the expensive bus tickets.
The second one is that I will get less 700 RMB for two reasons. One is that one of my partner will cancel to give my 400 RMB. Because the business of his restaurant goes wrong and he will lose a lot money. The other is my company will cancel the housing allowance this month.
The third is that a lot work needs to be done in during the whole year. Maybe I will have a harder time to make a live in this year. It’s so hard to get a rise in
This company so I am looking for another one. But it’s also not easy to find a high paid job has to wait and I hope it will come soon.
My wife and I decided to leave my two kids in my hometown and we all go to Guangdong to work. This is not an easy decision for us. My daughter has gone to her gland parents’ home to go the kindergarten and we will leave my son who’s only two years old in the kindergarten which is located in my neighborhood. I promise we will go back to be with them in September 2012.
I think survival comes first. If we try this way we can save 100 thousands by the end of next year and give back the entire housing loan by the end of this year.
Honey mom and Dad both love you! All we do is to let two of you live a happy life in the future. And we will be there for you!

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Tomorrow, I will come back to school. At home, I knew a principle that we should make a good decision when we meet some difficulties, but if you make your mind to do something, don’t hesitate, because when you choose something, which means that you must lose other things. In the presence of yourself, there are two roads, you have to choose one. I know that I am a person who can’t change my mind easily, so if we choose, we must stick to it. Maybe the other road is full of good sceneries, but you must realize that it is not belong to you! You should try your best to achieve your goals, however, you can see more things or do more things on the other road. For example, if your life is filled with science，you can make use of your spare time to touch more arts, which your life will be richful.
New term begins, I will go go go!!!

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hope today is my day and the results of my interview will be good. i will get the offer from the employer.
i got up at 7 and finished all the preparing work at 8. later i went to the workplace. luckily i am the first one arrving there. the workers there are quite suprisedf that i was that early. their are very friendly to me, which reassured me a lot. there are 6 candidates in total. the competition is not fierce as i ecpect. thank god! the interview started at 9:10. after i finished filling the charts that they asked us to write. the interview officially came. the first round is compartively easy. they asked us to make a brief introduction and state our strong points and weak points. then they posed a question, gave us 3mins to prepare. then gave a speech about how to solve the question. then came the most challenging part. we should handle a face to face interview. and when i was sitting in front of 5 interview officials, i was nervous, cos i did not know what questions they will ask me. the interview lasted for about 10 mins. when i stepped out of the room, other candidates asked me what did they ask me. i just can not remember the questions. sigh. i totally did not know what i had said. but i have many regrets now. i feel that my behaviour is not good enough.
God bless me! i will receive the phone call, telling me that i can work there.

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It is common to see that if you are an English learner who is having an interview must know how to sell yourself in minutes. I have been thinking about this question for months and years,for I dont know what should I say and how to speak out in such a short time so that the interviewer would show interest in what am I talking about.
In fact, I have done a lot of work before the interview, like the company’s culture, their products and business target. The only thing must not be lost what is your abilities and what benefits will you create for a company, which are the key points to a company. Tring to listen what the interviewer say about their company, and at the same moment, you need to prepare some questions in your mind which related to his introduction, Plz dont just keep silent, remember this. Eye contact is very important when you are talking to him/her, which may make him/her feel that you are interested in this conversation.
Hereby with suggestions on how to introduce yourself. I would like to say something about my personality，pretty extroverted and easy-going. What’s more, list one example that can express that I can undertake the job. Anyway, dont be shy just try. I am the one who always be straightforward, let my feelings fly.
If anyone who have any good ideas, I will be glad to take with my pleasure.
Good luck to all of you and my friends can find a good job, and I do think good job always needs take more time, just be patient.

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Hello everyone, happy Valentine’s Day!

I haven’t blog anything for a long time. I have been in Singapore for more than two months, and still not found a nice job. I’m kind of hopeless now. Today is Valentine’s Day, while I’m still sending resumes at home to some companies which may never reply.

Luckily I have my husband. He can afford our daily cost, and cheers me up all the time. Yesterday I got my presents—one iPad and a bag of chocolates. I like chocolates very much. I just enjoy the feeling of eating candies. I don’t know why I like candies so much but not a little fat at all. It makes me like eating them even more. So when I got the bag which is full of chocolates, I was so happy and contented. I also got an iPad as mentioned above. Then we went to buy an iPad case with keyboard, then the little iPad just like a laptop.

But sometimes, the more he treats me well, the more I feel guilty. I really want to have a job quickly to reduce his burden and don’t want to be supported by him all the time. I also want to buy some present for him, something he’s really interested in, like a model of Gundam or some PS3 games. So, as you see, I haven’t buy anything for him. Actually I did bring some Chinese money here, but the rate keeps so high and we haven’t change them to Singapore dollars. One the other side, my husband always says since he has got a job, we shouldn’t use parents’ money anymore. So I just keep them and cannot use them. Hence, I feel so sorry for him that I cannot get a job.

There is another thing worthy to be mentioned yesterday, that is we went to the church for the first time. It is a big Christ church with so many people. A friend of my husband brought us there. It is my first time to meet him, and he is really a nice guy. He drove us there, and introduced some friends of him. They are all locals and kindly to us. So yesterday we got some new friends here. The church is not exactly like I imagined. It is a normal building with its name on, not a very beautiful and special one. Then we came in a hall which was full of so many people. There is no big cross there, but just a stage in front of it. Some people was singing on the stage. Then more and more people came in, they all sang the songs with others. The songs were very beautiful and some people were moved and cried while singing the songs. About half an hour, father went on the stage, he was not wearing a vestment, just a suit. Then he told us a nice story about Jesus and a young man. It was a good story and taught us something. Then the worship had done and friends all gathered together to talk about the daily life this week. I like the church very much, and next week we will be there for sure.

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The broken lovebirds, much better don’t meet each other in the rest of their life.
The love relation between You & her are unworth to recall, I can’t see any point in it!This reunion scene just only make you get unhappy.
You gradually know he was old in your life, you appreciate that left her earlier. however, after you say good-bye to her, You deeply feel unsympathetic and guilt. These feeling is so uncomfortable, so we insist never reunion in the rest of our life.
Her face&behaviors to be engraved on your bones and heart, occasionally, you will miss her& feel unpleasant. You also want to know everything concerning her,and want to know how she live through all kinds of difficults.
Your heart will jump severly When you go to any place that belongs you&her before.You may think if you guys will meet Her or not.IF this so,the best thing is you do not meet her in the rest of our life.
You’ll never see her, beautiful memories exist forever in your heart, if see her again, instead of, the results may be different. she was not she did before,she is not the one that you had the most appreciative of her wisdom, Meanwhile, at the moment you are reunion,you will find that she does not progress.
you may think if let you see her again, you will not let her leave, today, If that day comes you will see, it is not what you think before, you do not know you have already lost the feeling about her, you would not love her anymore. then,the reunion make you disappointed, It’s equals you destroy your own memories, what a strategy? Why not forget in your mind aside lakes?
If I had my life to live over I won’t see you again

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This week,When I check my e-mails in OUTLOOK ,I suddenly find a resignation mail of one colleague from QA Department.After reading this e-mail,I feel a little surprised,for he also hold a project meeting with usbefore spring festival holiday,there’s no symptom for his leaving.As far as I know,he has worked for our company for more than four years. Maybe It’s time for him to leave the position.He could find a better job and seek a more suitable working environment.
In fact,I have seen several colleagues to resign in our company.To our company,they are bone workers, as they all have worked for a quite long period.To each company,resignation is an formal phenomenon ,especially in some so-called hot leaping period.As employees, making a leap can bring some benefits ,say high salary,better welfare, further career development and so on, but negative effects also exsit.As companies,the resignation of seasoned workers is a great loss ,it means that they have to find a greenhand to replace the former one,and they have to spend time and money to develop new workers.
In my opinion,it is necessary to plan our career development before graduation and after work.Before graduation,we should made a blueprint for career development so that you can find a clear career direction.Otherwise,the jobing hunting process wil be quite difficult.After work,make career development blueprint become prominent.Because we should work for almost half of our life,making a smart decision in career is important to us.
Whether you choose to make a leap or stay in the original job,your own wellbeing is the key point.If you can not enjoy happiness in your job,and it is meaningless to stay.No matter what happen,we should not give up studying by yourself or from others.Besides,a positive attitude can keep you energetic in your career.
Hope all of you can make success in your job and study,Thanks!

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This afternoon, I went to a store to buy some fruits. And then I talked with the saleswoman that I knew before. She sighed: she got worried about her son who was addicted to online games. During the winter vacation, he spent much of his time on playing games. Generally speaking, parents would have great anxieties to this issue. I persuaded her not to worry, it was merely a holiday,let he relaxs himeself. Sometimes you should obey his willingness, or else he will be rebellious.

What I am thinking is that why boys are fond of playing games? what on earth arouse their interests? My younger brother said: it’s a good way to kill time. Yeah, I agree! That is to say, they have little interest on life? Life is so boring? Is that true? I don’t know. Besides, it’s also a good way to practise children’s flexiblity, which would contribute to their cleverness. These are the benefits of games.

So what’s the badness? Many parents hold the view that playing too much games fail to let children study hard. And in the real life, indeed some students waste time and squander youth on games. I figure their self-discipline is not strong. And they don’t have clear realization and goals. It’s a must that someone guides them.

Well, that’s really a problem. I totally understand how the saleswoman felt. So far, I have no good idea. Different people have different reasons to become indulged in games. And the ways also go different.

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